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Q.: Coming from a non-film
background what are the things you did not anticipate about being an actress
? AP: The emotional
strain, the lack of respect from everyone in the film world. I mean I come from
an affluent business
community with an enviable
college degree from a respectable university in America, so everybody’s attitude
was why does she want to become a film actress ? You see girls from good homes
didn’t become actresses, they either got married or pursued a more respectable
profession. After all, who’s going to marry me now ? The social stigma
affiliated to being an actress is very hard to change and God forbid if I fall
flat on my face, they are all going to be sitting pretty by the fence saying,
"well we told you so and you didn’t listen !" The nature of the work itself . On
the physical level it’s the odd hours, the heat,the cold, the hot lights, the
weight gain, the bad wigs, and the most vicious of all enemies..pimples! On the
mental level it's the strain of catering to the demands of the director,
learning to adjust to the temperaments, moods and styles of your co-actors,
cameraman, photographers, journalists, all the people around you.
Q.: But you must have seen
all these things coming? AP: Oh sure I did, but when you're sitting at home in the luxury and
comfort of your surroundings it's much easier to deal with. It’s like eating
today and thinking that tomorrow I’m going to go on a diet. Today is so much
easier, but I’m learning as I go along.
Q.: How did you feel about
fitting into Kareena’s shoes? AP: I feel very lucky. As far as fitting into somebody else’s shoes,
well every role is always open to a first choice, second choice, third choice,
it’s the directors or the producer’s prerogative to see who suits the role best.
It’s only natural to pick ‘y’ if one can’t get ‘x’ or to pick ‘z’ if one can’t
get ‘y’. So just because I was second preference doesn’t mean that I’m going to
give my second best performance. I’m always going to give my first best
performance no matter what order of preference I may be.
Q.: How supportive has your
family been towards your acting career?
AP: Lets just say that I won’t
be half as strong or half as confident as I am right now if they weren’t on my
side of the court. I depend on their support. Initially they didn’t approve
either. They wanted me to put my expensive education to better use, so I tried.
I started out by working with my dad and then I joined a finance company. But
soon I realized that my heart just wasn’t in it. I feel like if I do something I
should put my heart and soul into it. I should be able to wake up in the
morning, look in the mirror and say, hey Amisha I’m really looking forward to
going to work or doing this or doing that, you know whatever it is. Now of
course they are tremendously supportive. Plus working for Mr. Rakesh Roshan they
knew that I was with a perfectly good unit. Rakesh uncle and my dad were in
school together and my family and his family are very close, so for me it’s just
working on a family project.
Q.: But it’s not always going
to be a family project. Ever heard of the casting couch? AP: I’d never compromise my values and my
morals just to make it here as much as it means to me. Of course I have heard
stories and rumors about the casting couch, but it’s very easy for someone like
me who comes from an affluent background to put a foot down and say hey, I won’t
do this and I won’t do that. But when this is the only option a person has when
you don’t have an education or any other skills, when your face and body or
talent are your only assets have to make it, there’s a lot you are willing to
do. And why just speak only on the film industry when it’s happening everywhere,
if you want a job, promotion, someone else’s job! So for me even if there are
people in this industry doing it for whatever reasons, I’m not here to make
judgement. All I know is that for me it’s a big No! No! and I feel extremely
fortunate that even if I never worked a day in my life, I won’t need to
compromise my values.
Q.: So tell me what were the
thoughts going on in your mind during your very first shot and now that the film
is complete? AP:
Well, I feel more confident now then I did when I first out. It’s a continues
growing experience almost each day. When I first gave my first shot, it wasn’t
as if I was camera shy, because I had done a few add films and nor was I
conscious because of all people around. But I was still nervous because I wanted
to become an actress so long, I didn’t suddenly want to discover that perhaps I
wasn’t good enough for this. Then I didn’t want to let Rakesh uncle down because
of the faith he had entrusted upon me for this job, and then knowing what
everybody was going to say if I fell flat on my face! Comparatively I feel more
confident now. I have signed two other films, one opposite Sunny Deol and
another Tamil film and I know I have a long way to go and lots of things to
learn, but I am getting there.
Q.: Whom do you depend on
most to give you a correct evaluation of yourself? AP: Well, I look at the rushes and for see
for myself that I could have done a better job there or the next time I should
avoid doing certain things, or making certain gestures, but other then that
Hritik. Then my mom tells me that I am good but Hritik is much
better.
Q.: How do you react to
criticism?
AP: The problem is that no one is critical to me on my face and I
don’t have a clue as to what they are saying behind my back! On my face they are
always telling me how wonderful I am, and somehow I don’t really believe them. I
actually appreciate it much more when someone comes and tells me that Amisha you
weren’t so great here, or you didn’t look so great there or you can improve here
or you looked fat there or your make-up wasn’t right. Then I know how to make
more positive steps in the right direction but when someone tells me how
terrific I am, then I am a bit skeptical because you know that you cant really
lie to yourself even though you would like too.
Q.: But as a new comer
wouldn’t you much rather have people around you telling you how wonderful you
are instead of telling you how terrible you are? AP.: I think it’s honesty that I’d prefer.
For instance when Rakesh uncle tells me that I did this well or did that well, I
believe him because he is a man of few words. He never says anything unless he
means it. Even while we spent days shooting outdoors on the two songs in
Thailand, days would pass and he would say nothing and then one day he would say
Amisha you did well today or after having watched the rushes he’d say you looked
nice in this shot or something like that. And that inspires more confidence in
me then ten thousand people saying ten thousand things about me, because I know
it’s an honest remark. Then working with Farah, I’ve worked on three songs with
her and during the shooting of the second song she said that I’ve improved, and
during the shooting of the third song she said that I’ve improved since the
first and second songs. So she isn’t rushing up to me to tell me I’m the best,
just that I’m getting better and that boosts my confidence
tremendously.
Q.: Since when have you
wanted to become an actress? AP.: Since the first time I was on stage and knew what cinema is all
about. I couldn't have been more than five or six years old. I used to learn
Bharatnatiam so that gave me the opportunity to perform and later on it was
dramatics, elocution's and debates, and more and more it dawned upon me that
this was where I was meant to be, this is what I enjoyed and felt a natural
instinct towards. I knew I'd never be happy doing a nine to five job or anything
else for that matter, so here I am giving it my best shot!
Q.: What was Hritik like as a
co-star?
AP.: The best ! You see this industry is home for him. So even
though this is his first shot in front of the camera, he knows a lot about films
and making films, having assisted his dad for a few years. I mean he know
exactly how to start each shot and how to end it, automatically he paid
attention to his movement continuity, and all these small things that an actor
should do and remember. So it wasn't as if we were two newcomers groping in the
dark and trying to figure things out, it was just me and him helping me figure
things out much more quickly. He always gave me sound advice. Then he set good
examples for me and for anyone who will work with him in the future because he
is such a perfectionist, he has to get everything
Right, right from his appearance, to
his performance, to his dancing, to his personal habits and his dedication to
the craft. For instance, you know he is not here for fast money and fast women,
the way some people are. He takes his work and responsibilities very seriously!
I couldn't have asked for better co-star to work with in my first
film!
Q.: What about Rakesh Roshan,
how was he as a director? AP: Very organized, he always knew what he wanted from the character,
all you had to do was follow his instructions and you were fine, at the same
time he wasn't rigid, if you had a suggestion he was open to it. He hardly over
lost his cool or temper and when he did you could be sure that someone really
provoked him too.
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