Tears are falling silently
as I try hard not to cry
I can't let her see me hurting
I can't let her see me cry
Tears are falling silently
as I'm crying on Gods shoulder
I ask him how he let this happen
Why do I have this mother
Tears are falling silently
as I take the knife from the drawer
two seconds later its over
as I fall hard to the floor. 

– Jodi Endicott